CAPITULO TERCERO
Como Don Luciano aprendió a conocer la vida movida en casa de Cachita.
Ya eran las diez de la noche. Don Luciano había visitado algunos enfermos. Pensó regresar al Convento donde tenía su cuarto, pero, en ese momento vió luz en casa de Cachita, una viuda con cuatro hijos. No sabía exactamente si era una inspiración del Señor o la atracción del cafecito como solo Cachita sabe prepararlo, de todos modos, sabía que su visita era siempre una cucharadita de aliento para Cachita. Paró.
“Ay Padre, pase por favor.”
Sonaba bastante flojo y Don Luciano deducía que Cachita había pasado otro día trastornado.
“Un cafecito?”
“Si, con mucho gusto.”
Cachita desapareció en su cocina alumbrada solo con una velita, el bombillo se había roto y no se encontró ni uno en toda la ciudad. Demoraba mucho ella y Don Luciano fue a ver.
“Que pasó con tu cocina de Kerosene?”
“Pues, Padre, el tarequito tan fiel ha prestado servicio durante 20 años, pero ayer expiró. Ahora tengo que cocinar utilizando dos latas perforadas con algunos huequitos, demora un poco más, pero funciona bien.”
Don Luciano se sentó. Cachita por si acaso, cerró la ventana que daba a la calle. Uno nunca sabe. Al lado está el C.D.R. (Comité de Defensa de la Revolución.)
“Explícamelo otra vez Cachita,” dijo el Padre Luciano.
“Pues Padre ellos son como una especie de Ángel de la Guarda nuestro, no notó usted qué en cada cuadra hay una casa con un cartelito así: C.D.R.?”
“Si.”
“Pues Padre puede ir hasta la cumbre de la Sierra, donde solo encontraras pocas chocitas, y allá está presente, también, uno de estos ‘ángeles’.”
Ahora vino la prueba contundente. Se abrió la puerta apareció una cara angelical que dijo:
“Buenas noches, Cachita,” y desapareció.
“Ya ve Padre, ese es nuestro Angel de la Guarda, siempre están preocupados para que no caigamos en malas amistades.”
A lo que dijo Don Luciano: “Quizás soy yo una mala amistad?”
“Padre, yo no entiendo esto, en la sala de mi Angel se ve un cuadro del Corazón de Jesús, pero, al lado está el del Ché y otros bandidos, pero no sé si su foto cabe en esa compañía, pero, ya conoce usted, al marido; le quitaron una pierna a balazos los de Batista*. Ahora ella aporta su piedrecita para la seguridad de la revolución, pero ella no es mala”.
“ Hasta ahora solo ha delatado aun vecino porque siempre a la hora de las emisiones de "La Voz de las Américas" sonaba su radio como una trompeta para toda la vecindad; pero después ella se arrepintió e intervino en el juicio y solo le echaron diez años, pero, de hecho, ya regresó a su casa. Por dos veces lo ataron a los famosos postes del paredón para fusilarlo; liquidaron al que le quedaba a la derecha y al de la izquierda, pero a él le dieron el susto y lo soltaron, Usted lo conoce Padre, siempre está sentado en el último asiento del segundo banco”.
“Ah. Sí., ese hombre que parece venido de otro planeta, con su mirada vaga y triste?”
“Sí, es él.”
“Bueno, Cachita, dime ahora lo que tienes adentro, se te nota en la cara, además, veo tus pastillas de calmantes y eso es mala señal.”
“Ay. Padre, que vida, hoy ha sido un día del cual ni Job tenía la menor idea. Padre, ya existió en el tiempo de Job el comunismo?”
“Pues el de Marx no, pero quizás el de Matusalén, porque parece que en sus últimos años este viejo no era suave tampoco.”
“Esta mañana después de mi charloteo de 6 a 8 en la cola del pan, vine corriendo a la casa. Ana, mi cuñada, ya estaba esperándome en la puerta, y riendo y llorando a la vez rae dijo: "Cachita, ya está decidido nos vamos, los verde olivo ya hicieron el inventario de toda la casa y mañana llevan a Luis al Campamento de trabajo;
la semana que viene tengo que ir también, a recoger naranjas. Me dijeron: el chiquito ya tiene doce años, puede seguir en el colegio y después del colegio guedarse con su tía Cachita."
Eso era una de esas cosas que Don Luciano nunca había entendido. Fidel en un momento generoso, había abierto la puerta: "Todos los que no estén de acuerdo con nuestro sistema, tendrán la oportunidad de marcharse;" El estaba seguro que solamente algunos elementos contrarevolucionarios, capitalistas, desaparecerían, sería una buena limpieza. Pero, se hizo una lista de centenares de miles que querían salir. Los amables gringos mandaron dos aviones diarios para trasladarlos.
Todos los que pudieron conseguir dólares de parientes o amigos ya afuera, salieron volando en los Boeing vía Madrid o México. Además, cada noche barquitos y lanchitas dejaban silenciosamente las lindas costas de la Perla del Caribe.
Las condiciones para la salida normal eran suaves: Se perdía el trabajo propio y se pasaba a trabajar al campo durante dos años. (Te aseguro, querido lector, que con el calor de Cuba, nosotros no saldríamos vivos de la jornada) Allá en esas granjas agrícolas, se vivía en un ambiente rústico del cual Hemingway hubiera gozado. Den Luciano vio muchos de sus feligreses, después de un mes, regresaban con “peso pluma.”
Eso, pues, era el panorama que Ana y Cachita tenían por perspectiva. Don Luciano no logró resolver ese enigma. Ya casi un millón de gentes habían tenido el valor de dejar esta paradisíaca Is
la. Que era un paraíso, lo había leido Don Luciano durante sus vacaciones en Europa en muchos artículos.
Y continúa Cachita: “A las nueve. Padre, llega Paquito del Instituto, 'que está en el último trimestre del último año, diciendo que toda la parte masculina del aula tiene que comenzar su servicio militar la semana entrante. Tres años a cortar caña, y arrastrarse por el barro, como la serpiente diabólica de la Biblia; pero, hay otros peores, están reclutando, también, a hombres casados y les dan un sueldo bárbaro: 7 pesos al mes, para mantener mujer e hijos.”
“Como encontrar consuelo para todo esto?”
“Mira, Cachita, la nube más oscura tiene su orla de luz; no me dijiste ayer que Paquito ya no tiene ningún pantalón decente y que sus dedos están ojeando a través de sus zapatos? Pues ahora le regalan de todo eso nuevo.”
Pero las palabras de Don Luciano tuvieron poco efecto, pues ella estaba dispuesta a pasar, otra vez, media semana de día y noche en la cola para un pantalón y zapatos; yá estaba acostumbrada a esa especie de atracción.
“Y eso no es todo. Padre,” agregaba Cachita. “Todavía no sabemos a qué Sección lo mandan pues ahora tienen dos clases de soldados: los de confianza, con conciencia revolucionaria, y los demás a quienes mandan al U.M.A.P.† ; donde han reunido todo lo mejor del país: vagos, ladrones, homosexuales, etc. y todos los que profesan públicamente alguna creencia religiosa, y usted sabe, Padre, que a pesar de las vagas amenazas de sus compañeros, Paquito siempre se quedó en el Coro."
Eso sí es serio, pensaba Don Luciano. Allí estaban, también, tres Sacerdotes que habían visto y vivido cosas de película.
Afortunadamente se interrumpió la tensión del relato pues Jorguito se había caído de la cama y vino a preguntar: “Mami, porque la maestra quería saber otra vez los que iban a hacer su primera comunión? Eso viene en nuestras notas?”
‘No, mi hijito, eso era en tiempo de las monjitas.”
Jorguito calló, y en un ratico comenzó a sonreír y dijo: “La Maestra dijo qué Dios no existía.”
”Dijo que si existieran los pobrecitos católicos podrían quizá hacer una oración para que lloviera después de tanta sequía. Y cuando comenzó, a llover a cántaros, ella dijo entonces que eran esos malditos yanquis que soplaban las nubes hacia Cuba.”
“Bien, Jorguito, el Señor también está preocupado con la zafra en Cuba, sea comunista o no lo sea.” Jorguito estaba de acuerdo con el Evangelio y su mamá lo metió otra vez en la cama.
Mientras tanto, Don Luciano vió un libro de estudio abierto; el de Teresita, primer año de Secundaria, y allí aprendió que la luz eléctrica, el teléfono y un montón de cosas modernas habían sido inventadas por los rusos. Los libros escolares de Cuba están llenos de chistes como ese.
Cachita gimió, llenó otra tacita de café y la letanía siguió. —Padre, i que hago con Julieta?, imagínese, se enamoró de un joven miembro de la juventud comunista. No ha visto, cuando ella va al cursillo de formación los sábados por la noche? El está dando vueltas por la plaza, y después se quedan paseando por la calle. Juana, la de la esquina, les había visto una vez en un lugar oscuro y me dijo que evidentemente estaba muy familiarizado con el amor libre, y ahora ya viene a casa a veces, pero callamos como peces, pues, que hay que conversar con él?, no obstante parece un buen muchacho.”
“Sí, claro,” dijo Don Luciano, “ya hace algunas semanas que él asiste al cursillo y es el chico que con más interés pregunta. No te preocupes, Cachita, él tiene buen corazón cristiano. Ayer vino
a verme, secretamente, porque, imagínate, su mamá es miembro de la policía de seguridad.
“Me dijo él: ‘Padre, sinceramente, yo siempre creí lo que me decían mis camaradas—Ten cuidado en la Iglesia, son contrarrevolucionarios—y ahora veo que no hay nada de eso’.”
“ ‘No, chico,con eso no perdemos el tiempo. Cristo, créeme, ha dicho cosas mucho más interesantes que la collera de Marx, Lenín, y Fidel juntos.’ Tranquilízate, Cachita, eso termina bien.” (Y efectivamente, al año siguiente ese amor terminó, en una misa emocionante en el Santuario Nacional de la Virgen del Cobre, durante un retiro.)
Todavía Cachita tendría algunas jeremiadas, pero Don Luciano se levantó, eran las 11:30 p.m. y su cabeza zumbaba un poco. Todos los días tenía que escuchar y digerir historias de alguna Cachita.
Madres que ni siquiera encontraban un platanito para preparar un puré a su bebé; mujeres del campo lejano que pasaban días y noches detrás de la reja del Hospital Infantil, cerca de la Iglesia. No, gastroenteritis, según un poeta extranjero, ya no existia en Cuba. Pero, lo que Don Luciano sabía, por medio de una enfermera, es que el mes pasado murieron diariamente una docena de niños de gastroenteritis.
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Mejor era no pensar en eso ahora. Don Luciano, cansado, cogió su breviario y pidió con fervor fortaleza para su rebaño..... y que Fidel se vuelva un poco más inteligente, y que los obreros subalimentados no tengan que ganar tantos galardones por sus cuatro o seis horas de trabajo voluntario al día, y que sus jóvenes universitarios lo aguantarían sin negar su amor por el Señor, y que el Señor le de fortaleza para ayudar, cada día,
a cargar con tanto sufrimiento y.....y ahora, no pensar.
Eso le había dicho el médico, cuando al principio, después de varias noches sin dormir, había tenido que ir a descansar por un largo rato.
Y luego, en sueños, vio que en un muladar se levantaban algunas florecitas, por aquí, por allá, levantaban sus cabecitas. Sí, crecía mucha vida cristiana entre ese montón de sufrimiento. "Sí, un grano de trigo . . . "
Y finaliza la tercer parte desde Cuba, primer territorio libre de América.
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* Flugencio Batista fue el dictador cubano que Fidel Castro tumbó.
† UMAP: Unidad Militar de Ayuda a la Producción Agrícola
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CHAPTER THREE
How Don Luciano learned to appreciate the commotion of life at Cachita’s house.
It was already 10 p.m. Don Luciano had been visiting some ill parishioners. He thought about returning to the convent where he lived, but in that moment he saw the light on in Cachita’s house. She was a widow with four children. He did not know if it was God’s inspiration for him to stop to see her, or if it was the little cup of strong, sweet coffee that only she knew how to prepare. Regardless, he knew that his visits were always a little spoonful of fresh air for Cachita. He stopped and knocked.
“Oh, Padre, come in please.”
Her greeting sounded a bit forced and Don Luciano deduced that Cachita had had another difficult day.
“A bit of coffee?”
“Yes please, I would like that very much.”
Cachita disappeared into her kitchen, which was illuminated with a little candle. The lightbulb had failed and another one could not be had anywhere in the city. She was taking a while so Don Luciano went to in to see.
“What happened to your kerosene stove?”
“Well, Father, that loyal little thing was in service for 20 years but it died yesterday. Now I have to cook on this pair of tin cans perforated with holes and it takes a little bit longer, but it works out.”
Don Luciano sat down. Cachita, just in case, shut the window that looked out to the street. One never knows; the CDR, the Committee for the Defense of the Revolution for her block, was housed next door.
“Tell me again, Chachita, about the CDR,” asked Padre Luciano.
“Well, Father, they are a type of Guardian Angel of ours. You have seen that there is a house on each city block with a little CDR sign in the window?”
“Yes.”
“Well, Father, you can go to the top of the most distant mountain, where there houses are few and far between, and you’ll will be sure to find one of these ‘angels’ there.”
And immediately, proof appeared. Her door opened and angelic face looked in for a second, said “Good night, Cachita,” and disappeared.
“There you see it, Father, that was our guardian angel, always concerned that we don’t fall in with bad company.”
Don Luciano asked, “could I perhaps be the bad company?”
“Father, this is what I don't understand: In the parlor of my Angel there is a framed image of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, but next to it are ones of Che Guevara and the other bandits. I don’t think His photo fits in with those others. But you know her husband, he lost a leg to bullets from Batista.* Now she is one of the many bricks in the Revolution’s security wall; but she herself is not a bad person.”
She continued, “until now she has only ratted out one neighbor who would turn up the sound when the Voice of America broadcast [from Washington] came on, trumpeting it out to the entire neighborhood. But afterwards she came to regret it and intervened at the trial and he only got ten years, and in fact, he’s back at his house. Twice they tied him to one of the infamous posts at the prison wall to execute him, but they instead shot the prisoner tied on his right and on his left and then took him back to his cell. You know him, Father, he is the one that sits in the far end of the second pew.”
“Ah, yes. Is that the man who looks like he’s just arrived from another planet, with his sad, distant stare?”
“Yes, that’s him.”
“Okay, Cachita, now tell me what’s bothering you. I can see it in your eyes, and, I’ve noticed the sedatives in that bottle over there, and that’s not a good sign.”
“Oh! Father, what a life! Today has been a day that not even Job could understand. Father, did communism exist in Job’s day?”
“Well, Marx’s communism, no. But perhaps it was Methuselah’s version, because it appears that in his last years he was not easy on his subjects either.”
“This morning after my six to eight o’clock wait in line to get the loaf of bread I rushed back home. Ana, my sister-in-law, was waiting for me at the door, happy and crying at the same time. She told me, ‘Cachita, we’ve decided we’re leaving. The olive-green uniforms just finished the inventory of our house and tomorrow they’ll take Luis to the mandatory work camp. I myself have to report to a camp next week to pick oranges. They told me that my son is old enough, at twelve, for me to leave him home alone. ‘After school he can stay with his aunt Cachita’.”
This was one of the things that Don Luciano never understood. Fidel, in a moment of generosity, had opened the door: “Anyone who is not happy with our system will have the opportunity to leave.” He was sure that only a few counterrevolutionary elements and capitalists would disappear and it would be a nice housecleaning. Instead, the list grew to hundreds of thousands of people who wanted to leave and the kindly gringos were sending two jetliners a day to pick them up.
Anyone who could obtain dollars from family or friends who had previously left flew out on a Boeing 707 via Madrid or Mexico City. Additionally, every night little boats and launches silently left the beautiful beaches of the Pearl of the Caribbean.
The requirements to be allowed to leave were easy: You were fired from your job and went to work in the countryside for two years. I assure you, dear reader, that in the Cuban heat, you and I would not be alive at the end of the first day. Out on those farm camps life was lived very rustically, in a way that Hemingway would have enjoyed. Don Luciano saw many from his congregation, after a month, returning as thin as a rake.
That was the near-future that Ana and Cachita were worried about. There was nothing Don Luciano could do to solve their conundrum. Don Luciano had read in a number of articles during his previous vacation in Europe that almost a million people had had the fortitude to leave this island paradise.
Chachita continued, “at nine o’clock Paquito arrived from the Institute where he was in his last trimester of his last year before graduating, telling me that all the male students in his class were told to start their military service next week. This means three years cutting cane and dragging themselves through the mud like the diabolical serpents in the bible. And its gets worse: they are also conscripting married men and they are paying them a cruel salary, seven dollars a month, for them to support their wives and children at home.”
She finished by asking, “how can one find comfort in any of this?”
“Look, Cachita, even the darkest cloud has a silver lining. Didn’t you tell me yesterday that Paquito did not own a decent pair of pants and that his toes were sticking out of holes in his shoes? At least now they’ll give him new clothes and boots.”
But Don Luciano’s words were having little effect. She was prepared to continue spending half a week, day and night, in line to see if she could find pants and shoes to buy for him. She was accustomed to this style of amusement.
“And that is not all, Father,” added Cachita. “We still don’t know what classification they’ll assign him. Now a days there are two types of soldiers, the trustworthy ones with a Revolutionary mindset, and the rest of them that will be sent off to U.M.A.P.† camps. There they bring together the worst of the country: the idle, thieves, homosexuals, etc., and anyone who has publicly professed religious beliefs. You yourself know, Father, that despite shadowy threats from his classmates, Paquito never left the church choir."
This was serious, Don Luciano thought, in one of those camps were three Cuban priests that had seen and lived things from the movies.
Fortunately, her little son Jorguito had woken up and wandered into the room to ask, “Mami, why did my teacher keep asking who going to have a first communion? Will that be reported with our grades?”
“No my son, that used to happen back in the days of the nuns.”
Jorguito was quiet for a minute and then started to smile and said, “The teacher said that God did not exist. Said if He existed, then the poor little Catholics could pray for rain to help with the drought. But then the day it rained hard and caused that flood she said it was those cursed Yankees that were blowing rain clouds towards Cuba.”
“That’s good, Jorguito. The Lord is also worried about the harvest in Cuba, whether he is communist or not.” It looked like Jorguito was on the Gospel’s side. His mother went to tuck him back in to bed.
While she was away, Don Luciano spied a schoolbook open on the table. It was Teresita’s, from the first year of secondary school and in it he learned that the electric light, the telephone and a bunch of other modern conveniences had been invented by the Russians. Cuban schoolbooks were filled with jokes like those.
Cachita moaned, filled another cup with coffee and continued her litany. “Father, what will I do with Julieta? Can you imagine it? She fell in love with a lad in the Communist Youth. Have you noticed that when she goes to your formation class Saturday evening, he is circling the plaza, and afterwards they take a walk? Juana, who lives on the corner, saw them once well away from the streetlamp and told me that it was evident they were very familiar with free love. Now he comes by the house every once in a while, and we are as quiet as fish since we what is there to say? Nevertheless, he seems like a good person.”
“I agree,” said Don Luciano, “and he has been going to my class for a few weeks now and he is the student who asks the most questions. Don’t worry, Cachita, he has a Christian heart. Yesterday he came to see me secretly, as you can image, his mother works with the security police.”
“He told me, ‘Father, sincerely, I always believed in what my comrades told me—Be careful with the Church, they are counterrevolutionary—and now I see there is none of that.’”
“I told him, ‘no, chico, we don’t waste our time with that. Christ, believe me, has uttered much more interesting things than the Marx-Lenin-Castro gang.’ Don’t worry, Cachita, this will end well.” (And in fact, the following year that love came to fruition in a moving Mass at the National Sanctuary of the Virgen del Cobre at a retreat.)
Cachita was not finished with her jeremiad, but Don Luciano stood. It was 11:30 p.m. and his head was buzzing. Every day he would have to hear and counsel a different Cachita.
There were mothers who could not find a single banana with which to prepare a mash for their baby. Women from the countryside spent day and night on the other side of the wrought iron gates at the Children’s Hospital near the church. No, gastroenteritis no longer exists in Cuba—the foreign poet famously wrote—but Don Luciano learned, from a nurse, that in the previous month a dozen children died every day from that deadly infection.
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It was best not to dwell on that. Don Luciano, tired, picked up his breviary and passionately asked for fortitude for his flock . . . and for Fidel Castro to become a bit more intelligent, and for his malnourished workers to get something better than awards for their four to six unpaid additional hours of work every day, and that his students in University could endure without having to deny their love of God, and that the Lord give him strength to help him to bear the burden, day after day, of all that suffering. And . . . and now . . . no more thinking.
That was what the doctor told him, when after a few night of no sleep, he had to stop and rest up for a while.
And later in dreams, he saw that on a dunghill a few flowers had bloomed here and there, raising their heads to the sky. Yes, there was much Christian life growing in that pile of suffering. “Unless a kernel of wheat . . . “
And with that we are at the end of this third part from Cuba, the first free territory in the Americas.
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Translator’s notes:
* Flugencio Batista was the Cuban dictator that Fidel Castro overthrew.
† UMAP: Military Units in the Assistance of Agricultural Production
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